“at the minimum we’re really excellent super friends who have great chemistry”
well that’s nice to hear
after nearly four years of liking you and almost a year of not being interested in anyone else, i’m glad to see this
it’s not like i’ve wasted my time on you or anything
I made lunch again for him
he hugged me, arms wide open and I’m so grateful for the feel of him against me
everything else that happened today — well
that’s just for me
Ingrid Michaelson | Sort Of
Baby, you’ve got the sort of laugh that waters me
And makes me grow tall and strong and proud and flattens me
I find you stunning, but you are running me down
My love’s too big for you, my love
(via coulsonisms)
every song, every rhyme, every smile, every interaction between others -
there you are
it’s infuriating
Matt says that things will be easier once I graduate
that I won’t have to deal with the bullshit
and J. and I can just be friends, or whatever we are, without all of the complications
sure, D. still won’t like me, but that’s their thing
“On a scale of 1 to 10, how obvious were we?”
“Yeah…yeah.”
“It’s bad, isn’t it?”
“Y’all gotta work on your poker faces, that’s all.”
So sometimes I wonder how things would be different if I could actually be with the person I love. I mean, we have the most meaningful connection, and we do anything for each other. I can’t qualify it sometimes; how do you begin to thank someone for forgiving you everything, for being there for you no matter what? But it’s infinitely awful that no matter how much love and sacrifice and friendship, he met another woman first and now I doubt he’ll ever leave her, just because he wouldn’t want to leave the children.
going out with a friend tomorrow
I assume it’s just the two of us
but
are we just hanging out
is it a date
is it something inbetween
I don’t know
